| who gonna drive me home tonight. |
[01 Jul 2005|10:55am] |
seriously, it's like i know i'm hurting someone's feelings, but i don't have time to care. even if i did, i probably wouldn't. i'm so sleepy right now because i went to be and twoish, and woke up and sixish.
i talked to amanda the otherday, and she told me she still misses me. i miss her too, but i don't think about her all the time. i mean hell, yeah we were friends for most of our lives, but shit happens. i didn't tell her that though. i honestly didn't think she still thought about me, i didnt think i was that important. i mean, i don't know. we talked about how it's almost been a year and how we haven't talked. & we both decided that we needed it. she told me how she has a boyfriend how she told him about me once, or twice. it makes me feel bad to think/know that i only ting about her every now and then. i wish it didn't have to be like this. i used to hknoe her. but how do you know rather or not you still know someone? that might be one of thoes questions you can only awnser in some cases. who knows. all i know right now is, it doesn't feel like summer & my head hurts.
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